worth

For so long
I've walked this earth
Walked so long
I know my worth
Just nothing
No one
Nowhere

Oh
Something given
Nothing earned
Maybe I just should've learned
That love's just being useful

I do not believe in luck
Or misfortune
I believe the world is trying to tell me
I was never meant to be a part of it

All hope ends with the real
That's it
Goddamn
There's no faith to hide the feel

Another turn
Another fall
If I could
Try again
I'd blow it all

Tried so hard
Tried to be something
Tried to be enough
I tried to make myself wanted

Oh
Maybe this is it?
No
There's no turning back now

One final hope that dies in nowhere
Fuck it
That's life
The odds were never fair

One final turn
One final fall
I know that
In the end
I'll throw it all